Better Together
You have two and a half more hours in the air. Flying to your training. The first big step to you moving here. I know this move is causing you a lot of stress, and I can't help but feel guilty and responsible, and it goes further back than not giving you enough of a heads up prior to me moving here. I wish I had been better with my money from the start, but I just wasn't. I was living in a place I couldn't afford and just in denial about any kind of budget and living way above my means. I got myself into a situation that wouldn't have facilitated a life or even the potential for us to be where we are now. My mental health played a huge role in that and now that I have found the pieces that work for my brain I am slowly working at digging myself out of that hole I found myself in. So I am torn, torn with the fact that I believe moving here allowed us to jump off from a fresh start and launch us into this partnership that is beyond my wildest dreams and torn between h