It's Okay To Not Be Okay
Honesty? Ok or not, I'm not ok. There is nothing seriously wrong with me, so don't get all freaked out. I'm not horrible and I'm not good and I wouldn't even say I'm ok - I am "blah". I think there have been a number of minor things happen throughout the last semester in my personal life but I kept pushing them away because I was too busy to deal with it, well now my semester is over (bring on exams). I now have a little bit of down time and it's not going well. I think it all came to a front yesterday - but has been slowly building up over the last week. Yesterday I saw someone who I cared deeply about, someone who I opened up to and trusted, someone who made me a lot of promises and then in one night broke that trust, broke those promises and then left for school and decided that I wasn't worth the effort involved in a long distance relationship and completely stopped talking to me. It hurt, a lot. I went through a period of insecurit